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2005-01-23T21:27:00.000+08:00

i'm back with another entry.. Lol..

Here's some tips for the gals.. take a peep.. rather interesting.. =)

When not to say when someone asks: '' will you marry me?"

1)Why?? Am i pregnant..?!!
2)Gosh!! Am i that good last nite??!
3) So cute! u look so serious! Whose ring is this that u borrowed frm?
4) Up to u lah!
5) No need lah, i'll sleep with you anyway!
6) If i had a dollar for everytime someone asked me tat qn..
7) I bet u said it to others gals right?
8) Aiyah! you shld haf asked me ydae.. too late already!
9) ahaha, Happy april fool's day to u too!
10) i don't think my spouse or children will agree to that ya..
11) so weird! u're the 3rd person asking me this qn todaY!
12) Marry?? for how long ?
13) let's see what flats are available first can?
14) can u sms me tat qn to me? i see to it later... its not v urgent rite?
15) If i say yes, will u leave me alone??!!

Well, it's meant for some teatime jokes ya.. chill chill``~ hahaz..

2005-01-08T01:11:00.000+08:00

Welcome 2005 and farewell to 2004. Lol... sorrry for lagging behind so long .. due to some technical probs.. haha!

hmm, ppl like to ask what's ur resolutions for the new yr.. jus quoting what mervin had said , '' huh? u mean 2004 had passed already? '' oh man.. tt's bad news for ppl still expecting 32nd December to come.. hahaz.. Now, look forward for the golden chicken eggs in this coming new yr.. =p

lets observe a min of silence for the unfortunate tsunami victims across asia bah.. well, tt's definitely a sad sad incident to end 2004... anyway, no one wants tat to happen too.. part and parcel of nature.. but we singaporeans shld really count ourselves lucky to be shielded by so many countries.. if not we shld haf been flattened long ago...

Jan 7th: enlistment day for many of my sec sch frends... gary, with one of the most successful future ahead in airforce, headed towards Tekong.. to start another stage of life entitled '' from boys to men'' . Well well... was discussing with deardear that actually there were lots of things to settle before enlistment.. mainly BGR i think.. Attached guys all share the common fear.. tt's the biggest thingy tt are worrying for a guy mah.. not tat the trust is gone, but the waiting time is simply too long.. tt's y normally our fathers are older than our mothers?? Is there a link? hehee...

Jan 8th: Another close buddy going in.. Actually is quite sad to see one departing after another.. I will be losing my activities partners.. limiting to jus weekends when they book out.. but they too , have their own programs... haiz...

But, Heaven is always fair.. At least i have my precious deardear with me.. Tat's enough.. really. =p

okok... its time for bed.. tmr's our ALP.. wil be playing some low-elements stuffs... but i hope there'll be excitement ya... Wish i can go Outward Bound again.. lol...

I love dear dear

2004-12-07T13:16:00.000+08:00

I must blog!!!!!!! BLOG EVERYDAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cos dear dear ask me to blog!! =D I'm a shit if i dun blog!!!!! =D

2004-11-16T18:00:00.000+08:00

16TH NOVEMBER, 2004

A day to remember.. =D

2004-10-27T23:56:00.000+08:00

hmmz... humans are pretty complicated.. aren't we?

No one shall... or is it even possible to knoe wad's another person is thinking abt...?

YES OR NO??

zzz...

2004-10-22T18:22:00.000+08:00

haiz.. my job got switched to morning shift frm 7am to 3pm already.. sad ler... will be missing my $6 allowance per nite ler.. kaoz...

anyway, gotten back our results for this semester.. guesss is the workload of this sem bahz, which caused many ppl not to do so well.. but, there's still some guys out there whom had did relatively well.. congrats manz.. =)

kinda of feeling tired now, mayb coz of my time shift... hehez... scared i cant slp at nite onli... lol...
nocturnal piece of shit..

2004-10-18T18:49:00.000+08:00

well.. whu on earth can tolerate anyone making personality attack? yes yes, maybe it's unintentional for the other party to say it , perhaps of his/her mouth --> kou wu zhe lan..

it's kinda obvious when he/she is attacking u... oh wad the hell, i will definitely yell the hell back at that person.. dun ever try.

2004-10-16T19:10:00.000+08:00

yawnz.. endured the first nite shift of my work.. well, the workplace environment resembled a cleanroom setup.. muz wear coat, and the warehouse was air-conditionered. This made it so condusive for slping..!! was sitting on the chair during interval and nearly dozed off in front of the guy-in-charge. hehez!

One bad thingy abt him was his perfectionist character i think.. or maybe it's his responsibiliies? well, depends on how we see it bahz.. he liked to check every details slowly... oh damn, it was reaching 7am and there was he.. slowly checking, eating into our time, and possible assign more pallets for us to scan... damnz.. whereas most of the workers there possessed a working attitude tat was unacceptable by supervisors la : punctual departure during lunch break and knocking off but coming in late during return frm break and starting of work.. whahaz..!

i observed tat most of the workers there smoked siaz.. whereas we 4 non-smokers were at a disadvantage.. zzz... smokers can sneak out to get a puff anytime manz.... hahahz!!

Tonite is my off day.. coz the SAP system is down.. hehez.. cool.. u noe.. saturday nite is the nite of most activities.. and when u're to work nite shift,.. haiz.... it was pathetic....

soccer feva.. here i come... whahz.... missing in action on the pitch for 3 weeks already... back on the field tmr... watch out... whaahz!!! jus kidding..

o0o, jus learned tat the driving test system had changed manz... all theories will be done using computer rather than the traditional written MCQs.. possibly to prevent ppl frm marking the ans on the qn booklets i think.. lol... den heard wx said tat the driving instructor will be ur tester during the TP.. cool uh... like tt no stress.. but i duno abt mine... scared.... the date is drawing nearer and nearer.......... hehez...

CE's quote : ''Ai zai mai luan.... '' --> sec sch scouts frends taught mi.. lol.. =))

kids at work?

2004-10-14T22:06:00.000+08:00

lol.. today was our first day at work.. at Changi APS... the company 's name is wad menlo blar blar.. i olso duno.. well.. its main service is dealing with computer parts as a middlemen i think.. =Pp

Hmm.. and my job is relatively simple yet tiring and boring to a certain extend? : carry a scanner, slightly bigger than a hand gun, around and scan all the barcode on all the boxes in the pallets... hmm.. tat's seem easy when the day jus started but as time goes by, u can see many sentences of barcodes... till keep missing the barcode.. lol! Not onli tat, after finish scanning, gotta walk abt 100m back to the counter to get a new list... well... try doing tat for 8 hrs...?? heheheZ!!

overall , the job is relatively okay la..

Reality

2004-10-04T23:48:00.000+08:00

Hmm.. today is the first day of the exams period.. though i am jus 6 days away from freedom, but i am having difficulties passing these 6 days.....!!! ER.. mayb it is as gd the being the hostages of the Iraqi soldiers, living and waiting and wondering when the bloody sword will be slicing round ur neck..

today Applied immunology paper is quite fine.. first time wondered why my memory cells had work at its peak.. but i am struck back with REALITY!!!! my memory cells underwent clonal exhaustion after that .. oh damn , not at this time when there is a bio paper the nxt day.. what the hell.. the whole day, my brain seemed badly clogged and heavy... mayb brain cells undergoing necrosis... more and more inflammatory cells coming to clear them up... that's y so heavy... wahahz..!

aiyaz, so sians...

Mugging

2004-09-28T23:04:00.000+08:00

hiayo.. it's kind of scary when u come online at this time of the day to be exact 11pm, and u find no one in msn... lol.. everybody is bz mugging i guess.. hehez.. alrite alrite, jia you guys out there.. =p

Hm, this subj are relatively concentrated.. and they require tons of effective memory cells..!!!
But guess wad, i got brain cells, however, they are short termed!!! It means to say i cannt realli study the memorising subj like Fpath 1 or 2 weeks b4 the paper.. coz i think my memory cells can only last for 1 or 2 days rather!! That's very lousy... lol..

Hehez~ this memory thingy reminded mi of one show--- the 50 first dates... lol.. at least i am better than a fellow who had his memory lasting for only 10s...!! wahahaz.. ''hi , i am tom.. '' and 10s later, toking to the same person mind u.... ''hi, i'm tom...." !!!! Pengz... hahaz... Guess i will be like that when i become old ?? Now i'm still young, already showing signs of fading memory duration.. Hiaz... Alzheimer disease.. awaiting me with open wings.....``` !!

CE's quote ''Please generate memory cells with lasting effects..."

Gathering

2004-09-26T23:36:00.000+08:00

hehez.. Last friday i finally make it to a 'cls gathering' for my sec 4 classes... Hm, there wasn't any gals present.. so it was purely guys' talk tat day.. wahahz...

i met them ard 6pm at PS b4 getting a stroll down the long orchard road.. wah, i think i got at least months since i last stepped on tat road.. but, the feeling wasnt nice at all.. coz of the exams bahz, the thought of so much to study and remember jus sanked the mood... haiz..

alrite alrite, managed to dump tat thought out of my mind and carried on.. hehez.. we had our dinner at Yoshinoya b4 getting a short trip over to esplanade..

hahaz, we found a spot and settled down.. kinda of illegal gathering since there is ard 7, 8 of us.. and duno y.. always been accused of having the 'beng' look ler... so abit dangerous ahz.. wahahz... but whu cares lah.. hiayo..

hmm, chatted alot.. from the embarrasing fights some had in our primary n sec schools to the interesting incidents frm our current schools etc... Lol.. but it will nv be bored talking abt all these siaz even though some events were bound to repeat and repeat... duno y siaz... and we still had a gd laugh after so long.. mayb tat's all the joy we get frm the conversation bahz..

here's a pic of chong beng, gary and me..

reached home ard 1145pm tat day.. physically tired yet emotionally awake.. admist the sour feeling from exams burden yet finding a sense of satisfaction... hehezz... well, guess it is frends who will be around to light up ur life bahz.. (,")

Hm, a song came refreshing into my memory siaz... dang ni gu dan ni hui xiang qi shui... sang by qing shao nian qu le bu.. but duno y this grp went aready... wahahz.. a nice song ... thought the lyrics contained a little of bitterness.... com'on.. tt's reality... hmm.....
listen to it bahz.. had put it into the blog.. =)

CE's quote '' Remember who ur real frends are.. ''

Finally over

2004-09-23T22:36:00.000+08:00

Taking a deep breath........ ''ahzzz.........'' finally can take a break from an agonising yesterday of studying Bnu..

i kinda of got cheated into this cds manz.. initially , i tot this is sth new where can get to taste food and stuff.. then went to its first lec and she was going thru the study guide, i was like ''huh... you mei you gao zhuo...!! '' totally replicate of biochemistry except learn more abt vitamins, minerals etc.. well, tat explains why i keep skipping the lec la... anyway, try not to choose CDs from AS lahz.. super duper boring.. hiaz.. but kinda of happy, coz it's the end..!! =))

tmr is considered the last official day in school... well, kinda of looking forward manz... and my Hols to0..!!!!! =D=D

kk.. eyes too tired to be kept open.. byez..``

CE's quote '' Nv choose CDs from AS .. it's boring lahz.. "

A BZ DAY

2004-09-20T01:00:00.000+08:00

woohoo.... i am at all smiles now... eh. wait.. not till tmr 9am... whahaz..!!!

guess wad: by tmr 9am, all my worries will be over..!! and CSAS is going to an end!!!!

Cant wait till tmr siaz... hehez.. well, wad is CSAS? hmmz, like wad merv and i had said,
CSAS= C ASS AND ASS... well, cnnt blame us... everyone who had taken csas this sem would haf agreed with it.. it's nuthing but troubles and endless worries..... !!!

okay... settle with csas.. and switching over to pmic already.. well... this one is quite okay except for a few mind-boggling stuff la... dear, dun worry too much k... =p

well well, jus taking a slip out of sch work... time to get back now... ``

Nite.. CE's Quote :'' C ASS AND ASS !!!!"

2004-09-18T17:58:00.000+08:00

hi all.. i am back again after so long.. hehez.. was kinda lazy to blog these days.. duno y, mayb too tired le bahz.. =)

today went out with dear to celebrate our anniversary in advance.. well, kind of cut short due to her piano..but nvm lahz, got enjoy can alr.. =]

well, was rather bothered with csas proj manz.. seem so never ending.. i think everyone will agree with the following sentence ya.. ''CSAS sux..!!! '' hahaz.. i duno.. my mind is jus so filled with the bad adjectives to describe this subj.. hmmz, probably i am jus not interested in any language subjects bah.. esp this kind.. hahaz!!!

okay.. duno what to add olso already.. happy advance 10mths anniversary to dear..~ =))

DONE!

2004-09-07T23:32:00.000+08:00

ARGH! CSAS finally done? no la, the draft only i think... at least for my part. After an agonising 2 nites drawing the graphs, tables and writing loads of bullshit, i FINALLY done my part. whahah!! leaving the introduction part and editing parts i think.. hehehez..

But seriously speaking, my doubts abt the importance of CSAS is always there as usual.. haiz
hmm, maybe certain parts of it are impt such as the presentation skills, interviews and Resume writing tat will be in CSAS 4 .. but is this acad proj impt??? or writing minutes??? i beg to differ.. i dun think i will work as a secretary nex time?? People will pengz!! pls lor... studying in this course will have some agaration where we wil be working next time manz..~~ hahaz..

kk.. enluff of CSAS these 2 days.. getting sick of it.. gTg .. bye`

CE quote [''Place the emphasis on the subj that are impt and relevant'' ]--o0o0(,")

csas?

2004-09-06T23:37:00.000+08:00

yep yep.. CSAS? haiz.. i seem not to knoe a shit abt it and tt''s bad~~~ coz the report gonna due this 2 weeks time, and our grp seem to hav nuthing on hands! well, cannot blame olso, our tutor known as MS VIJI is jus a 'hi-bye' tutor to me siaz! What she reallli gd at is to give each grp the qn paper, read out the instructions to be told to us, leave us to do our stuff and what's next? think merv will be the first to get it correctly.!!! whahahaha!!! shall not be exposed here, hehe..

And the second thing tat come to my mind is that CSAS peer evaluation. Kaoz, realli make my blood boil!!! argh`~~ i guess everyone noes that peer evaluation suppose to help each other to pull their grades up lo unless tat particular member is a free rider lah.. hmmz, there's one member in our grp, she 's frm other course and she is the one who did the least things and i guessed the rest knew it too.. guess wad? she rated each of us jus a mere 4 or 5 marks for each section.. oh damn, i actualli failed in her part getting only 40 pts.. to think i gave her 50plus pts for consolation~~!!!! ARGH~

Never mind abt it lah.. gotta slp alr.. boo`~

oh ya, remember to give ur sympathy to the Russian kids who got killed in the terror attack.. haiz..

CE's law states '' Damnz the Terrorists..!!!!!!''

a gd deed.

2004-09-05T01:25:00.000+08:00

A piece of cake? hahah....

well, today i 've done a gd deed..!! aw, tat's a long time since, last gd deed was gg to the old folks' home for cleaning up but for the sake of cca points siaz.. haiz.. such a failure!! whahaz

hmmz, i was at a pedestrian crossing near my hse today. When i came upon this old grandma pushing a cart of old cardboards, sounds like a TV scenario? well, but it's all real.. =pP She was struggling to muster her strength to push it over but she was obviously shaking and the cars were lining up waiting for her siaz.. well, i went up to her la... jus stretch over my hands and helped her push. Nv realli tok much coz i seemed to haf forgotten my hokkien words!!! hehez...
after tat she offered a 'thank you' with a big smile. ---> =D W0w, this 'thank you' seemed to fill with warmth and life, nv feel so shuang when ppl said thank u... whahahaz!!!

okay. Cool. another week had passed and 4 more weeks to exams!!! And tat will summed up my yr 2 1st semester, hehee... tt's realli fast ya? b4 i came in poly, my cousins had been telling mi tat poly life is fun and fast. Well, fun... muz consider twice given my timetable. =(( Fast is one fact tat i muz admit, mayb coz due to the long timetable in which everyday we leave home earli in the morning and come home in the evening, settle everything and it's time to slp.. tat's a day gone by~``

mmm, the weeks tat gone by some were not as smooth. Well, just let it passed bahz, and everyone will be happy each day. Coz i believe tat with preseverance, nuthing is impossible. hehe~ (,")

oh ya, jus to update ydae we managed to play soccer along Mr alvin poh. Wel well, supposedly to be a match with his team , but he came alone..!! haha... but nvm la, we mixed the team and i was in the same team as alvn poh, rather honoured? Wah, despite his age and size, he's a gd player...!!! he can pass the ball well, credit for his vision and his influence too! well done Mr Poh.. saluted.`` =))

CE's law states ''Being optimistic brings along happiness'' & "place ur bet on the underdogs can be a good choice at times''

Gd luck. =D

2004-08-27T17:08:00.000+08:00

tHe mo0d iN me now is meSsy....

it's not e best timE to stay home....

A brighter tomorrow plz

2004-08-26T23:18:00.000+08:00

hehez.. same old story when thurs or friday arrives.... it's been the same tiring past 4 days in sch... really shagged manz... esp when there's lab sessions... haiz..

but nvm la.. kinda of looking forwad to tmr .. coz it ends at 1pm...!!! whaha... CCN day... sort of bring me back to yr 1 sememster 1 when we were involved in it olso... rarely a scene when u get a chance to get the whole clss together for a common goal.. esp in poly when everyone got their individual's timetable.. Sharing the sweats, efforts, laughters and chats ard tat small little store were quite heartwarming la... quite missed those kinds of days... rare in poly but a real common sight in SECONDARY SCHOOL.. bring me back..!!! hehhee...

tmr evening jianhua and his biotech frends arrange a soccer match against Alvin Poh and Co at TP field.. whahaaz... to play or not to play...? hmmz.... lets see.... =pP

okok.. my eyes are disappointing me lo... keep shutting.. off i go le.. Nitez..``

a present frm a special gal.. =D

when showered with special care & concern.. hehe

Projects.

2004-08-20T22:47:00.000+08:00

Wah… finally drawing a close to this rather 'bz' week siaz.. these 5 days had been engaged in projects which are dated due and those which are torturing 'chronic'.. whahaz

Oh well.. OC is down, Basic nutrition is down too... pending ones are Csas and Pmic.. Csas is qutie relative comfortable to deal with i think.. with the support frm Merv and guys... hehehez... Rather, Pmic is quite headache... the problem don't lies with us members, but it's with the tutors-in-charge itself...!!!!

Wa laoz, availability of the labs must still depends on whether they are 'happy ' to come anot..
no efforts made=no lab availability=no progression=no results... how on earth we gonna complete the proj in time.. and there's bound to haf errors and wrongdoings here and there which needs lab sessions to compensate... Com'on... it's only a few weeks frm september which means a few sessons left and we are still left with quite a large chunk to complete.. of manz, jus jope everything turns out well lahz..

And somemore, in pmic proj, we were often bring down as compared to the industry.. lol.. of cos when working in the industry , we can be organised la... everthing needed for ur work is contantly available and free space and time is generously available..!!!! and one thingy for sure, the lab is always available......!! haiz......

hahaz.... thik i complained quite a lot manz.. mmm... jus looking on the bright side and remain as optimistic.. heEz... cos tmr will be a special one... and it's gonna turns out well... winks**

Kinda tired already now.. timed 2310... hehehe... cnnt blame, i need at least 10hrs of slp to go on... since can't slp late= slp early... whahahaz... Nitez guys...`

New Era

2004-08-15T14:09:00.000+08:00

hehez.. today's the big day for our soccer team.. we unveiled our new red c0lour jersey for the first time.. well.. i think this jersey is quite nice siaz... a little resemblance of South Korean team which had theirs pink... hahaz.. they tot of choosing pink too, but i was kinda of objecting it... ahahz.. gotten no. 5 becoz of some special meaning behind it bahz... =pP

though we were wearing our new jersey, things didnt went well.. we lost 4-2 to a team of indians..! wa laoz,, their sizes was twice of ours lor... not bad to lose by 2 goals niaz... hehez.. nahz.. today didnt perform to standard... failing to score in 2nd consecutive matches already.. ee.... hope nxt week will be better... hahaz.

now was blogging and watching the replayed last episode of 'happy fish'.. sad siaz... last episode.. will not be seeing the rough behaviour of Xie Shao Guang for a short while siaz... too bad... his acting was damn professional... he can realli act well in different character... ah beng here, sissy in holland V... wa laoz... Thumbs Up for him....`` haahaaz...

kk.. gtg... gotta finish up HPI report later.. sigh.. sch reopening tmr............ yucks......

EPL opening day.

2004-08-15T00:31:00.000+08:00

woohoo.. today mark the opening of the EPL socCer.. finally this much waited day come by.. ever since unorthodox greece team won the euro'04 , my nights had been boring siaz... no soccer= no passion = sianness... esp a long week in sch, the thought of spending the weekends nite without soccer is damn sian lo.. heheez..!! Now my life is back to normal alrdy..weekdays be a slogger in sch, weekends be a companion to my ESPN channel.. muaahahz.... dun worry deardear, if u happen to see this, i will still be there for u too0.. hehee~

well... today pei dear to tampines to prepare her presents and to queensway aft tat.. queensway is a place where it is forever under renovating siaz.. i mean the area ard the shopping centre.. the roads kinda change abit till nearly cnnt recognise the way there.. luckily nv get lost.. if not wil be paiseh siaz.. wahahz..

on e the way back was the most shuang manz.. slept along the way on the bus.. so spacious.. not much ppl on the bus...hehee~ was quite tempted to get down at toa payoh to see whether any t-shirts for mi to buy siaz... but did not do so.. kinda lazy olso.... lolz.....

had been listening to Yuan wei jue xing's song entitled ''kao_jing'' recently... this song's music is rather soothing and quite lively to mi... it's lyrics olso quite meaningful.. not bad lahz.. recommended.. hehez... go check it out its lyics ya.. at boxup.com.... hehehee

been trying to upload this song to the blog.. but haven succeed yet... soon.. hahaz..``

BANG BANG..! time to slp..!! shOo0o~

happy national dAy..~

2004-08-09T14:25:00.000+08:00

happy bdae to Singapore..! SALUTE!!! And many ppl seem to haf their bdae around this period to0.. happy bdae to them too.. not forgetting ps and sally qiu.. hehe~

i was at the marina bay watching the much anticipated firworks.. but hor, rather disappointing sia.. it lasted only 5mins..!! well.. it's expected la, 5mins of fireworks=$500,000 thrown into the dark sky.. only to get some complains frm ppl that they were bloked by treess.. diaoz.. but luckily, my view wasn't tat bad.. manage to snap some pics.. but i forgottened tat my digicam has the function of 3mins video which is jus nice for the whole of the firworks.. cnnt blame, i am borned forgetfull....

Went over the fountain of wealth to haf a small bdae bash for ps and sally.. wahah.. they seemed to be on their guard against xiong and kelv, the potential sabotagers... whaha... but nv did they expect tat liwei was the 'culprit' .. smearing the cakes onto their faces.... sorry gals...~

haahz.. we settled our dinner eating cup noodles together at marina square... hehee.. actually i like these kind of closeness where we can get together eating under the sky, chat... be it in a group or jus 2 of us.... simplicity in life is what i want.. nvm if i am not eating in a big restaurant, not dressed in branded clothes... whaha... sounds like a man whu is useless rite..... this is me... stupidity, cold-blooded, nuthing but rubbish... ought to fuck off.... jus disappear frm this earth... com' on............

one of the few better ones... hehe

the bdae gals.. ps & sally.. happy bdae..``

meet my clique of poly frends...

sunshine

2004-07-25T00:47:00.000+08:00

well... i had always believe tat sunshine will always come after a rainfall.. because the sun ray will always try all means to find its way out of the dark clouds and brightening up the grassland..

mmm... to the heaven of love i prOmise...

[I'lL nv ever let u g0 fr0m my arms in this lifetime.. Cos oF a simpLe word call love.]-Ceo0o(,^^)

21st..

2004-07-21T23:53:00.000+08:00

today is the 21st of the month...

mayb this is the shortest entry among the 21st bahz.. well.. nuthing happened today.. and tt's e pt..

o0o.. yep.. except for 2 sickening tests and the long hrs in sch.. hell..

'' It's for me to kNow.. and for u t0 find out....''

gd luck chin... o0oO(.")

refreshed

2004-07-17T20:31:00.000+08:00

Refeshed... finally reaching the weekends which i had been looking forward to since the start of the week.. hehez.. well, this is the day when i can slp late into the day and getting the sun shining into my butt.. wahah...~~

completed my Aimm lab report and my Pmic tutorial.. well well.. the thought of Pmic being a open-book exam had been preventing mi frm focusing on it manz.. the midweek test i too had not much heart in studying it.. haizZ... nvm....

then came the feature of the day.. i went for my 3rd driving lesson today which i had been lookin forward to since the end of the last one... hmmz... the engine stalled twice today.. so paiseh.. ce hides.. cos there were other vehicles behind... and was practisiing making the u-turn... still can't really control the clutch well enough.. hehee.. nvm... hope nex saturday arrives faster... =D

happy day

2004-07-10T23:14:00.000+08:00

Today.... was kinda special day for mi... hehee...

Happiness + Surprise + a little shock... lalala...

Only she kn0es... mMm.... heEz..

signs..

2004-07-06T23:25:00.001+08:00

Wo.. you xiao xiao xin yuan....

hmm.. was a regular supporter of the 9pm channel 8 show '' hai you ming tian'' =pp well.. the show is quite heartwarming lahz.. in the beginning few episodes, the story was on a young kid with music talent, but he had parents whom were dumb.. tt's sad.. somehow or another, he learned some communication with sign language.. this is where i become rather interested in sign language to0.. hahaz.....

not bad lahz.. found a webby teaching different signs.. was learning bit here and there... and tried piecing the words into phrases... hahaz... hope i really wil master it bahz..!

kk le, gonna go slp le... bye...

signs..

2004-07-06T23:25:00.000+08:00

finally.. a rest day..

2004-07-04T22:45:00.000+08:00

wooHoo.. after 6 slogging days in sch, finally came the day when i can rest... along the week, a tremendous sleep debt accumulated..!! every days wake up either at 6 or 7am, slping hrs frm 10 over hrs during hols was cut to 6 hrs now..!!! yeah, today finally pay back the debt of this week.. slept till 12 plus. Even got to give up my soccer to payback.. worth it? or plain stupidity? hahaha...... i'll go for the latter.. Cos i'm really a stupid guy..

did nuthing much.. except to change my blogskin.. muz pei he my dear who olso change hers.. heEz..~~ chose this skin coz the background effect is quite blurred and dreamy bahz.. like imaging of the past or the future.. sth not so realistic.. hehee...
simply becoz i dun like black black effect, like very pessimistic ler.... no offence oh.. and of coz i am not suited to those cute cute de like wad my dear is suited for... puke for sure de... (^^,) instead of the blogskin title, stairways to heaven, i rather call it 'stairways to happiness..' Frm the things i had so far in life, i hope they are indeed my stairways to happinesS... nv regret the choice u make.. heEz..~

time now 2310hrs, 8 more hrs i will be back in sch to start my week's slogging... hope i can hang on...` gambatte..!!! all the best guys...~

Tired.

2004-07-01T22:37:00.000+08:00

zZzZz.. wa lauz... damn tiring... imagine one having his lecture starting at 8am and ending his day at 7pm.. den have to squeeze the bus home with the 9 to 5 workers.. esp those older aunties.. very kiasu ones.. there's obvious no space to move on le, still purposely go and squeeze the way thru... haiz.. some days very tired le, then keep kana pushed ard on the bus, wil become very pek chek de.. haizZ.. reach home ard 815 today.. whole body aching.. duno how to tahan for the rest of the sem..

but well.. tmr is ffriday.. at least got the wekends to look forward t0...

tmr will be a better day............................... i hope.

shock.

2004-06-27T23:50:00.000+08:00

today witnessed one rather shocking incident siaz.. haiz.. abit saddening olso la...

i was gg for my usual sunday soccer game at braddel westlake sec sch.. i was late for the game la.. hehehe.. but upon reaching the field, saw many ppl crowding ard.. then got the shocking news: a player frm the team of the earlier match had collapsed and his heartbeat had stopped 10mins since.. well... 10++ mins without oxygem to his brain is as gd as gone case... the paramedics reached ard 5mins later and after some revival, tht fellow managed regain some weak pulse and rushed to A&E... well well, i guessed tt guy may not survived... this incident brought back memories of a soccer star , marc vivien foe, who similarly collapse during the game and did not recover aft tat... hmmz.. he died due to heart failure.. i think tht guy this morning had the same fate... sadddening... the mood was damnz tense and solemn after tat, but our game stil carried on and in a bid to gain back some morale, we defeated our opponents 5-4... i scored 2.. not bad ehz.. hahaz.. cnnt too hao lian lahz... actually i was quite scared i may one day suffer the same fate of the previous situation (CHOI TOUCHWOOD of coz), but as far as soccer is concerned, i will not stop playing despite these barriers... coz soccer is my passion..~ wahahaha...

after tat went to meet dear after her piano.. had dinner at 4 plus.. ahahz.. ate many stuffs after i reached home.. hahaz.. hope i wont get fat.. or else... haahz!
well.. many things happened b/w us in the last week.. horrible.. real horrible.. mayb due to her bad mood and i keep rubbing salt to the wound bahz.. so lots of sparks.. hahahz.. well well, now everything is over le.. back to normal and happie everyone is now... --rainbow is a sign of hope for tomorrow.. there's always sunshine after a rain...

hehehez!! rather buoyant mood now.. but come to think of it.. 6hrs later, i will be back in sch.. for a damnz 11hrs there.. plus a 4hr break if nuthing goes wrong.. hell.. this sem is a period of torture siaz... days end at 6pm or 7pm for me... duhz.. reach home will be a dead man.. where the hell do i get the energy to study... dots dots dots...

1207 now.. sign off...... sleep in peace....`` Nitez..

STH NOT RIGHT

2004-06-25T23:02:00.000+08:00

sth is not right ... seriously not right...

oh hell..........

sianzZz..

2004-06-23T22:48:00.000+08:00

zZzZzz.... well well... beginning to feel very sianz... aint knoe y.. haiz..

was kinda of looking forward to sch in the past, coz of some reasons or so bahz.. but things seem to haf a change.. duh.. sianz...

Mayb someone's conjecture is correct bah.. well....zzz...

Hopes.

2004-06-11T22:26:00.000+08:00

i'm back again..!!

mmm.. this time i am back with many hopes... oops...
Hope...er... is sth nt very nice ler... c0z u pray for ur wished outcome.. ya.. smtimes it comes true but smtimes they go very wrong.. so sad.. nvm.. take things in the stride manz..

first thing first. today went to take my final driving theory.. well.. hmm.. er... still 50-50 pass lah... so sianz.. wa lau.. the options all so close.. hard to choose at times... lol.. but nvm lahz.. hope i will pass... diew.. 2nd time taking le.. fail again sure get laughed by my family de... wahhaa.. but who cares lahz..

ermz... deardear went for a stay with her cousin at paramount hotel.. wel.. it's still better than staying in the hot HDB.. hahaz.... then i will be sianz for the nex few days le.. heEz.. but nvm lahz.. Hope she has a great time.. =D hahaz.. oh ya, HOpe she takes carez of herself to0o.. haiyo... she noes y i say tat manz.. hhahaaz..~

last thing.. haiz.. quarrels seemed to be inevitable at times lahz.. but can be peaced out when dealt with care. hmm, quarrels smtimes add spice to the relationship and after tat, we learn to cherish each other more and the relationship goes into a higher level and become closer i think.. =p Pple somehow makes mistakes somewhere and somewhat.. yah, i make mistakes too0.. i'm Sorry.. but rest assured, the same thing nv repeat itself.. =p
well, i hOpe quarrels dun come too often pls.. for-- a little quarrel or arguement acertain a fact-- tt u're still beside me..
=p

okay.. tt's all lahz....`` peaced out..

A marvellous day.

2004-06-05T23:17:00.000+08:00

today was a marvellous day.

went out with dear to catch her favourite shrek 2.. hahaz.. hmmz.. the show, quite cute though.. linked several cartoon characters together.. wahah.... dear liked the pussy cat alot bahz.. coz whenever on close deal with enemies, the cat will show a damn pathetic yet cute expression on its face.... real funny.. wahah.. me ler.. think i qutie like the donkey uh.. hahaz.. it's irritating at times.. but bring upon cuteness in its irritation.. hehee.. Shrek & the princess... resemblance... haiyo0...`

mmz.. b4 the movie, went ard taking pics.. ahhaz.. i very ugly siaz.. sorry dear to spoil the pics.. haizz... but i liked the retro pic the most.. qutie classic i think.. hehee.. like back to the past.. dreamy.. kk.. 95 marks for it..... heEz...`` sad to say.. most of the pics, the gal nice.. the guy...er............ =p

anyway.. had a great time today.. hope u to0.. =D=D

Ceoo0oo0o(,")167 days to a very special day.(^^,)o0o0ooVon

disappointment.

2004-06-04T00:18:00.000+08:00

argh... early in the morning 10 o'clock.. received a call frm kelvin.. telling mi tat the impending job in the warehouse is gone for gd... walau.. disappointing ler... coz the job requires us to work on the 5th, 21st and 22nd this month and at least 2 of these 3 days.. how on earth we gonna work on 21st and 22nd ler... hiazz... disappointed.. there goes my little income.. saddening... but wad to do... haiz...

mmm... basically stayed at home the whole day.. wooh... not bad lahz.. get to rest.. hahaz..

okiez.. getting to slp so0n.. =pp drfits offf.............

ting ting ting.. bells ringing...

2004-06-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

6th months and 11 days since.... =D

another day...

2004-06-02T22:12:00.000+08:00

Back again..!! feeling quite lazy to blog these few days.... mmm, mayb nothing much to write abt bahz... coz i've been rotting... and there's nuthing special bahz... heheee......

oh ya, received a call ydae tat there's job impending starting this saturday.. working in a warehouse in Ubi-- stocktaking.. $6.50 per hr.. kinda of looking forward to it.. at least of little income in.. but gonna call the person tmr to cfrm the vacancy.. Yes.. hope it's still available.. cnnt lived off my savings so long de.. its' getting drier.... haahz....~

ydae had a short lunch with dear before seeing her off to the mrt station.. well... fail to do sth after tat.. sorry wor.. will improve de... =)) then at nite , went to suntec to pei dear home.. b4 tat, went to walk ard at marina square... oh damnz, saw quite a few things in mind to buy.. well well, not now.. gonna wait.....!!! aRgh....~ hmmz.. dear, dun need feel paiseh or wad for mi to wait.. had told u b4 le, even u're in clementi, i am willing to go down to pei u home de.. heheez.....~~

had a short gathering today with eugene romeo, cheewah, xian kun etc.. hahax.. kinda noe abit of updates frm the guys in Srjc.. o0o.. abt whu's attaching and whu had broken up... heard them complaining of jc stuff.. hahaz.. luckily i'm here...in TP.. =p

hahaz.. deardEar jus drop a biggest surprise for me.. jus 5 mins agao.. was tuning in to mervin's hosting-dreamstation .. when he read out a dedication.. and woo... it's for me.. frm dear to me.. nice..
the song--when we hold on together. it's an oldie but the melody is juz so so sweet.. well... but what's sweetest is the dedication by my beloved.. thx dear.. love u lots.. muackz`` oh ya, would like to apologise olso lahz.. coz i think a long time she got no surprises frm me le.. er.. coz my cranky ideas got limit de.. but dun worry.. have confidence in me wor.. reassured tat there'll be more to come.. juz simply becoz u're my dear. =)=)

mmm.. been blogging and smiling all the way.. hahaz.... happy mahz.... cnnt blame.. =D okok.... drifting off soon....`` bye guys...``

kai bu liao kou

2004-05-27T23:18:00.000+08:00

jiu shi kai bu liao kou rang ni zhi dao.. wo yi ding hui he fu zhe ni ye dou ni xiao.. =)

suddEnly.. my life has carved out a rainbow.. duno y.. somehow feel so so happy.. wahah...``

-no maTter how darK the night is, the moRning always c0me...

eeek

2004-05-26T22:15:00.000+08:00

Suddenly a surge of siansation peirce mi thoroughly.......
haiz.....

Run away.... feel so so much to transfer.... hide myself....

so useless a guy....~ damnz````

helo

2004-05-25T22:58:00.000+08:00

gd day to my blog.. yawnz.. had not been blogging for the past few days.. sort of lazy bah.. hahaz... well.. i'm back now.. =pP

jus back frm dexter's hse. hmmz..... this time slot is short. but a few things happend...

saw caleb, one of my sec sch buddy on the way.. btw, my sec sch clss guys is one whole gang.. coz there was 15guys only.. so quite close together.. slack together.. and study hard together..and now 10 of them are all in SRjc.. =pP he told mi he got a galfrend le.. i was like wow!! think i am detach frm them le.. alot of catching up i need to do.. haiyo0.. oh ya, tt gal was in the same clss as mi during the first 3 mths in SRjc.. cool uh.. things are tt qiaoz... hahaaz..~~ hope there's one day when the guys of 4A in 2002 are ablt to come together again..update abt ourselves.. juz missed those days.. he told mi olso, he going for medical checkup in july for NS.. suddenly a surge of sian-ness overwhelm mi.. argh.. y nv did i choose JC...??!! my goal is to complete NS asap and out into the society and build my CE'e empire.. argh.. now got to wait for 2 yrs.. then by the time i finish everything, i will be like 23yr old le.. er... and my preferred marriage age is 28... so i have only 5 yrs... well.. nvm... when there's a will, there's a way.. hard work.. no choice.. i believe in myself.. CE's empire-in-the-making. =D

well... i muz say i'm quite determined in my own principles.. a non-confidence promise will nv be made in myself. Once made, by hook or by crook i will stick by it.. never doubt my words i hope... and i noe my priorities.. what's impt and what's not is very very clear in my head...=p

ermz... today's quite a bumpy day too... but it's fine.. i can take it.. =pP

25th May 2004-- 178 days to a very special day. (",)

happy 6th mth..~~

2004-05-21T23:41:00.000+08:00

hapPy 6th mth to deardear and mi.. !!!

Time seemed to haf grown wings and it really flies damn fast... but wel well.. so wad if it can fly so fast...? coz i had capture all the memories along the way in my heart... =)) mmm.. though there are bad memories, but whose doesnt have? hehehe... but my happy memories of coz... are much much more.. =pP It's real sweet.. ermz... nothing but sweet... duh... go away ants...wahah..~

hmmZz... today went out to celebrate our annivasary.. erhem... details are spared bah... oh ya went to buy our own set of qing lu zhuang... hehe.. got the same pattern but diff colours.. anyway, will be wearing it someday of coz... nice nice....`~ =))

yeahz.. had a fruitful and enjoyable day.. thx deardear... =pP every date with u will be a very special one... =D

Argh

2004-05-20T15:45:00.000+08:00

Valencia 2 : 0 Marseille.
this is the score for the UEFA cup final played ydae.. well well.. it's kinda of expected scoreline.. coz valencia is real a world clss team... while marseille is rather an unorthdox team which 'luck' its way into the final... oops.. no offence to marseille fans.. heEz...`

arGh.. duno what's wrong with my com.. last stage of life for it.. it's dying so0on.. so get mentally prepared for it k....` sobs~

today's date : 20th May 2004... 182nd day.... =D

lalala...`

2004-05-19T12:33:00.000+08:00

lalala.... despitE the larGe degree of humidity aNd sunshine above mi.. the air has becAme much much fresher.. take a breather pls... hehEe...~

anyway... gg out soon.. to kelvin's hse.. the usual hangout for our AB11 guys, where the mahjong kakis meet up, the guys talk held.. while the gals being the spectators, and where the gossipers come together.. hahaz..

s0o0.. byes guys....`Ceo0o0o(,")-("v")-(",)o0o00oV0n...

Relief.

2004-05-18T12:25:00.000+08:00

CAPTION of How deEp is your love-- Beegees

Breaking us down
When they all should let us be
We belong to you and me

I believe in you
You know the door to my very soul
You're the light in my deepest darkest hour
You're my saviour when i fall
And you may not think
I care for you
When you know down inside
That i really do
And it's me you need to show

thx goodneSs.. i guesS everything is ovEr....
SunshiNe again afteR a small drizzling....
well, i can slp tite laterz.....
smiLesS--Ceo0o0oo00o0o(,")

c0ng z|an c0ng z|an.. +hEre waS a pr|nCE |n a drEamlAnd.. wHilSt +he difFicuLtieS aNd igNorAnce aMonG +hE dReaMz.. +heRe wAs he.. sEarcH|ng f0R h|s pr|nCEss.....(",)o0o0ooV0n

Forgive and forget.

2004-05-18T04:21:00.000+08:00

Tossing and flipPing there... still couldnt find a way into the dreams.. e scene was still there... revolving ard.... haiz..

i had think things thru... mayb u're right. i shldnt haf interfere..
i had done overboard... Possessiveness. e word i hate to say... Duh.. every ppl will haf a certain of tat i believe no matter how much assurance one can get... i'll say i am not as worst.. trust me..

okay.. h0pe everything wil be over and done soon... i'm in a hot mess now.. gd luck to me...

someone told mi b4, ''god has nv promise us that everyday is a happy day..'' well... i'll take tat... hoaxing myself back into slp..

I'm sorry.

dumbfounded.

2004-05-17T23:43:00.000+08:00

Dumbfounded. Silence. happened to hear a very disappointing thingy... well.. i guess everyone will haf tt kind of feeling bahz. Whether or not, being possessive or generous. being conservative or open-minded.

It's the most natural resp0nse to everyone. I Believe. Despite e assurance, the s|nking feelinG will alwayS be theRe.. yep.. i n0e there's nuthing on going theRe... but one realli can't aff0rd to piCk up the line ''oh well.. go ahead..'' |t's realLy heart piercing..saddening...

A promise is almost impossible to break.. bUt the r0ute to a pr0mise cAn be well-defined and clEaR with absolUte perseverance aNd determinati0n.. th|S is sth tt is menti0ned..

s0rRy s0orRy.... A s|nk|ng man is a m0odlesS man... ho0pe everyThing will be fine... realli cAn't blamE mi...... s0rRy...```` o0o(.'')

everyDay's tHe samE day i had hoped...

2004-05-16T13:35:00.000+08:00

Was out with dear e whole of ydae.. hehEe.. though a long day, it was nv tiring lehz.. outings muz see whu's e person with mi olso mahz.. =D
hmmzZ.. major event of the dae was the AJc concert at kallang theatre bahz.. dances and ch0ir.. sadly.. i'm not the cut for dance appreciation.. so dun understand the meaning.. but overall the dance is quite sweet and co0rdinated.. *claps* tHen t0 the choir.. tt's was when the person in front of mi actualli woke up bahz.... hhahaz well d0ne t0 the choiR teAm.. *claps claps*

And on the way home.. lUckily i learnt my less0n a few days back.. silence is golden at timEs.. heEez..` okIez, had a great day... everyday's tHe same i hope.. =DD

driFts ofF t0 dReamland in a min.. cyA~

first time..

2004-05-14T23:16:00.000+08:00

di yi ci... my first time in here.. thanks to my deardear... well... today's quite a bumpy day.. anyway, glad it's all over...~ gone in 60seconds.. countdown timer starts rite now...~ bleagh`